1. |
Everyday
03:02
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I don't know what to do
'cept to miss you everyway
I don't know what to say
it's just like this everyday
I don't know how to act
I'm just scared and that's a fact
I don't know what to say it's just like this everyday day day day day
Like this every day day day day
Like this every day
I know that I did wrong
so I'm sorry in this song
If I could take it back you know I would and that's fact
I need a drink I need a smoke
Life right now feels like a joke
I don't know what to say, it's just like this every day day day day
Like this every day day day day
Like this everyday
I don't know what to do
'cept to miss you everyway
I don't know what to say
it's just like this everyday
I don't know how to act
I'm just scared and that's a fact
I don't know what to say it's just like this everyday day day day day
Like this every day day day day
Like this every day
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2. |
Habit
02:57
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I think I love you out of Habit
That's not what I meant to say
I mean I love you as a habit
In a drug addicted way
See I've been getting shakes all day
wasting away
Waiting on a text
I think I love you as a habit
But it's one I just can't break
How could I be so stupid
How could I tell you no
How did I think this would work out
Never wanted you to go
Now we're talking seration
and moving far, so far, apart
A growing sense of indignation
and a tearing at my heart
You've been feeling trapped now
for so very very long
I never felt like that bad guy
And that's the hardest part
Yeah you've been walking on egg shells, for so very very long
I fucking hate that I shut down
And that's the hardest part
Yeah you've been walking on egg shells
You've been feeling bad now
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3. |
One of These Nights
02:44
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One day
When I'm far enough away
I won't feel so bad
Occasionally I won't feel so sad
But I don't know
Just tonight
Just for the night
Will you hold me in your arms like you used to
Tell me that you love me like you used to
Though I know
It'll never be the same no more
Some day
When I get my head on straight
I'll be able to look back and smile
Having know you for such a long while
But I don't know
It'll never be the same no more
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4. |
I am Not a Man
03:37
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Walking down the street
People that see me
Or do they even see me
I mean the real me
I don't even know
Cuz I'm so stuck up in my own head
And When I leave the house
I gotta change my clothes like
Four or five different times
Cuz I don't know if I
Go to the Plaid Pantry in a skirt
If someone will want to fight with me about it
Wish you could see me as I am
See me as a friend
See me as a lover
I'm not under cover
I just want to be free
To be exactly as I am
Because I am not a man
And I am not a woman
I'm just a person
Who needs love and understanding
I just want to be
free to be
exactly who I am
If gender is performance
I am just an actor
Not a very good one
Not winning and Oscars
So I'll keep my head down
And not try
To look you in the eye
Wish I could wake up tomorrow
And everything was different
Did all the hard stuff
And now my body's perfect
This slow transition over time is really
Driving me insane
But until that time
Maybe when you see me
It'll make you smile
Just know that I'm doing
The best I can
With what I have
One of my favorite things these days is to
Catch my reflection out of the corner of my eye
Or maybe I'm walking down the street
And I'll myself in a storefront
Or looking out a window
Especially if it's partially fogged up
Or a little bit hazy
I can't see all the imperfections and all the pours
All the rebellious facial hair that I miss
And for a moment it almost seems perfect
It almost seems like
how I see myself when I think of myself
And it gives me a little hope
Makes me think that all of my goals are achievable
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5. |
There is a girl
02:49
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There is a girl that no one had heard of
There is a girl locked up inside
She is a girl that wants to be let out
She is a girl who almost died
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
She is fun and
She is rambuntious
She is wild and
She is free
She is out there
looking for a good time
She is you and
She is me
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
Hello I'm so glad to meet you
Sorry I've been away so long
Hope you are all having a good time
Keep this party going all night long
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6. |
Standing in the Mirror
02:37
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I saw you standing
From across the room
Surrounded by your friends
but you still looked alone
And I wondered what happened
To set you apart
Smiling and laughing
But lacking in heart
Still standing in the mirror
Watching it come clearer
Every move you make
Every little pill you take
Still standing in the mirror
Watching it come clearer
Every move you make
Every little pill you take
So I tried to reach you
I held out my hand
But you just looked like you
Didn't understand
So I left that party sad and confused
So I woke from my dream covered in sweat
I couldn't remember and I couldn't forget
Still standing in the mirror
Watching it come clearer
Every move you make
Every little pill you take
Still standing in the mirror
Watching it come clearer
Every move you make
Every little pill you take
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7. |
~intro~ Highschool Girl
00:59
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instrumental
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8. |
Highschool Girl
04:21
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Kick our feet up in the back of the class
Doing make-up cuz we slept in late again
Passing notes while the teacher's not looking
Do you think Kelsey really likes me?
Keep dreaming
Did my homework in the car pool
On the way to school
Aw fuck
I forgot my gym clothes
Hit the Starbucks on the way back home
Feeling young and free
Never got to be a highschool girl
So would you please
Let me be a highschool girl with you
You can be a highschool girl with me
Never got to be a highschool girl
So would you please
Let me be a highschool girl with you
You can be a highschool girl with me
Talking shit on your recent ex
Burned everything that he gave you
Smoked a spliff in the upstairs bathroom
Do I smell like weed?
No, do I smell like weed?
Told your mom that we're gonna spend the night
But really we're gonna got party
Spent the whole night saving you from
Shitty dudes who don't even think you're cute
Hit the Dutch Bros on the way back home
'Cuz now we think Starbucks sucks
Never got to be a highschool girl
So would you please
Let me be a highschool girl with you
You can be a highschool girl with me
Never got to be a highschool girl
So would you please
Let me be a highschool girl with you
You can be a highschool girl with me
I was your prom date
When he stood you up
Taking sips of Peach Schnapps
From out of my cup
On the way home
We stopped at a park
Rest you head against my shoulder
For a little while
And then you start to smile
"Hey,
I just wanted to say
I know that you didn't get to go to prom
with your crush but
I think you're super pretty
And
You can do like
So much better then him"
Never got to be a highschool girl
So would you please
Let me be a highschool girl with you
You can be a highschool girl with me
Never got to be a highschool girl
So would you please
Let me be a highschool girl with you
You can be a highschool girl with me
I never got to be a highschool girl
I never got to be a highschool girl
Boys are smelly and their always mad
Girls are pretty but they're always sad
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9. |
Jessie
04:26
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Jessie only dates boys
Even though she's not
Into them
It's not her fault
She just wasn't ever taught
Anything else
Jessie only like boys
That look like girls
And I only like girls
That look like boys
Maybe we can meet in between
So pour another drink for me
Maybe we can see where this night goes
Maybe we can see
Maybe we can see where this night goes
Jessie was the kind of girl
That always made her Barbie's kiss
Always left Ken waiting at the alter
One day I'm just worried
She'll end married to a man
Trapped in marriage
For the rest of her life
But the perfect portrait of a perfect wife
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10. |
Wanna be
02:51
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Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
I don't wanna go to the club
I just wanna stay at home
Snuggle up on the coach with me
Give me your hand
And I
Will not let you go
But I still gotta go to work
Still gotta get real paid
Only way that I can afford
All of these cute clothes
Wanna be be be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
I don't want power and fame
I don't want to climb the charts
All I want is to get a little money
Money money
For doing what I love
I don't wanna steal your car
I'm not gonna steal your girl
I don't care what it is that you're wearing
Driving
Seeing
As long as you're listening to me
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
In all honesty I'm a pretty shy person
but
If you wanna come over and hang out
That would be super fun
I could cook you some food
Or
We could play some videogame
I love watching movies
I love playing videogames with other people
uhm
I'm always up for experiencing new and interesting pieces of media
I dunno
Do you wanna like
Hang out sometime?
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
So fresh like I wanna be
Feeling
So fresh like I wanna be
Looking
So fresh like I wanna be
Gotta be
Wanna be
Gotta be be be
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11. |
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Do you ever feel alone?
So lost and all alone?
Do you ever feel
Like the house that you live in
Hasn't become a home
Do you ever feel alone?
Can you pull yourself out of bed
Shake he sleep from out of your head
Put one foot in front of the other
Until you wind up dead
Can you pull yourself out of bed?
I'll meet you there
Where the dawning meets the day
I wanna run
I wanna laugh
I wanna play
But for now
When mental health
Equates to
Physical wealth
I'll meet you there
At the dawning of the day
At the dawning of the day
I'll meet you there
Where the dawning meets the day
I wanna run
I wanna laugh
I wanna play
But for now
When mental health
Equates to
Physical wealth
I'll meet you there
At the dawning of the day
At the dawning of the day
I'll meet you there
Where the dawning meets the day
I wanna run
I wanna laugh
I wanna play
But for now
When mental health
Equates to
Physical wealth
I'll meet you there
At the dawning of the day
At the dawning of the day
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12. |
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There is a girl that no one has heard of
There is a girl locked up inside
She is a girl that wants to be let out
She is a girl who almost died
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
She is fun and
She is rambunctious
She is wild and
She is free
She is out there
looking for a good time
She is you and
She is me
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
Here she comes and here she goes
And where she stops nobody know
Just clap your hands and stomp your feet
Come on everybody just feel the beat
The time is now the place is here
So shake that ass like you just don't care
I said shake that ass like you just don't care
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
Do do do do doot doot do do yeah
Do do do do doot doot do do
She is rambunctious
She is Free
Looking for a good time
And she is me
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Jamie/Jayme/Jeami Portland, Oregon
Jamie: Got a midi keyboard for Christmas two years ago
Jayme: Drinks too much coffee and has
trouble sleeping
Jeami: Sleeps too much and then instantly regrets it.
Together they are the sad girl bedroom pop sensation Jamie/Jayme/Jeami
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